zuca's blob

pronto ta bem...

2008-12-29T11:33:00.000-08:00

bad religion

es homem ou mulher?
modern man

descreve te
broken
infected
incomplete

o que as pessoas acham de mim?
stranger than fiction

estado actual da relaçao
social suicide
no control

onde keria tar agora?
fields of mars

o que penso a respeito do amor?
the lie
no direction

como é a minha vida?
heaven is falling

o que pederia se tivesse um desejo?
you

uma frase sabia
Positive Aspect Of Negative Thinking

...

2008-10-25T15:22:00.000-07:00

All this talk of getting oldIt's getting me down my loveLike a cat in a bag, waiting to drownThis time I'm comin' downAnd I hope you're thinking of meAs you lay down on your sideNow the drugs don't workThey just make you worseBut I know I'll see your face againNow the drugs don't workThey just make you worseBut I know I'll see your face againBut I know I'm on a losing streak'Cause I passed down my old streetAnd if you wanna show, then just let me knowAnd I'll sing in your ear againNow the drugs don't workThey just make you worseBut I know I'll see your face again'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, tooJust like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off deadAll this talk of getting old It's getting me down my loveLike a cat in a bag, waiting to drownThis time I'm comin' downNow the drugs don't workThey just make you worseBut I know I'll see your face again'Cause baby, ooh, if heaven calls, I'm coming, tooJust like you said, you leave my life, I'm better off deadBut if you wanna show, just let me knowAnd I'll sing in your ear againNow the drugs don't workThey just make you worseBut I know I'll see your face again Yeah, I know I'll see your face againYeah, I know I'll see your face againYeah, I know I'll see your face againYeah, I know I'll see your face againI'm never going down, I'm never coming downNo more, no more, no more, no more, no moreI'm never coming down, I'm never going downNo more, no more, no more, no more, no more

tonight

2008-10-17T11:30:00.000-07:00

Tonight Im tangled in my blanket of clouds Dreaming aloud Things just wont do without you, matter of factIm on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back If you walk out on me, Im walking after you If you walk out on me, Im walking after you If youd accept surrender, Ill give up some more Werent you adored I cannot be without you, matter of fact Im on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back If you walk out on me, Im walking after you If you walk out on me, Im walking after you Another heart is cracked in two, Im on your back I cannot be without you, matter of fact Im on your back, Im on your back, Im on your back If you walk out on me, Im walking after you If you walk out on me, Im walking after you If you walk out on me, Im walking after you Another heart is cracked in two, Im on your back

waiting...

2008-10-15T09:11:00.001-07:00

Motives changing,
day to day
The fire increases,
masks decayI look at the river,
white foam floats down
The bodys poisoned,
gotta sit tight
The wait
The wait
The wait
The wait
After wakening,
silence grows
The screams subside,
distortion shows
Mutant thoughts,
of bad mouthed news
Its just another birth,
of distorted views
The wait
The wait
The wait

is this love?

2008-09-16T14:16:00.000-07:00

I wanna love you and treat you right

I wanna love you every day and every night

We'll be together with a roof right over our heads

We'll share the shelter of my single bed

We'll share the same room, yeah! - for Jah provide the bread

Is this love - is this love - is this love - Is this love that I'm feelin'?

I wanna know - wanna know - wanna know now!

I got to know - got to know - got to know now!

tell me ..

2008-09-16T14:06:00.000-07:00

tell me that you wanna hold me
tell me that you wanna bore me
tell me that you gotta show me
tell me that you need to slowly
tell me that yr burning for me
tell me that you can't afford me
time to tell yr dirty story
time is turning over and over
time is turning four leaf clover
betting on the bull in the heather
tell me that you wanna scold me
tell me that you a-dore me
tell me that you're famous for me
tell me that yr gonna score me
tell me that you gotta show me
tell me that you need to sorely
time to tell yr love story
time is turning over and over
time is turning four leaf clover
betting on the bull in the heather

across the breeze

2008-09-16T13:45:00.000-07:00

Let's go walking on the water
Come all the way please
I wanna know
Should I stay or go?
No need to be scared
Let's jump into the day
I wanna knowI think
I oughta go
Close your eyes and make believe
You can do whatever you please
I wanna know
I think I better go
Let's go walkin on water
Now you think
I'm Satan's daughter
I wanna know
Please let me go!
Just too quick
Now I think I'm gonna be sick
I wanna know
Should I stay or go?
I'm trying for the future
It's funny that way
I wanna knowI wanna know!
I took a look into the hate
It made me feel very up to date
I wanna know
Should I stay or go?
Hold me tight, down on my knees
So I don't go burning 'cross the breeze
I wanna knowI wanna know!
I wanna know
Should I stay or go?
Burning 'cross the breeze
Burning 'cross the breeze
Blowing 'cross the breeze

forgotten

2008-09-11T13:56:00.000-07:00

devida a vastidão de comentarios no blogue..vou..termina-lo...pa semana se nao tiver 1 comentario novo...puff...

2008-09-05T14:56:00.000-07:00

"É preciso ter um caos dentro de si para dar à luz uma estrela cintilante."

Nietzsche

2008-09-05T14:47:00.000-07:00

"Se minhas loucuras tivessem explicaçoes, não seriam loucuras."

Nietzsche

o saber não ocupa espaço

2008-09-05T14:35:00.000-07:00

REIKI

Reiki significa energia de luz ou energia universal, a energia que faz parte de tudo no Universo.
Qualquer um pode usufruir desse tipo de cura holística, impor as mãos sobre si mesmo ou sobre outra pessoa é abrir o fluxo de energia Reíki, que flui pelo corpo do terapeuta ou agente de cura e passa para quem a recebe, seja pessoa, animal ou vegetal.

A Mente, o Corpo e as Emoções da pessoa entram em sintonia com a energia do Reiki e abrem-se a uma cura completa e irreversível.

Beneficios:

Relaxamento profundo
Eliminação de bloqueios
Desintoxicação
Equilíbrio do ser
Complementa tratamentos médicos
Ajuda a tratar depressões e angústias
Remove o stress

nao é o que todos procuramos?

Principios:

Hoje, sê grato por tudo o que recebes
Hoje, não te zangues nem critiques.
Hoje, não te preocupes.
Hoje, desempenha honestamente a tua função
Hoje, respeita o teu semelhante e tudo o que vive.

carpe diam

reflect yourself

2008-09-05T14:20:00.000-07:00

ordens espirituais - kardec

Espiritos Puros: Não sofrem nenhuma influência da matéria. Superioridade intelectual e moral absoluta em relação aos Espíritos das outras ordens. Passaram por todos os graus da escala e se libertaram de todas as impurezas da matéria. Tendo atingido o mais elevado grau de perfeição de que é capaz a criatura, não têm mais que sofrer provas nem expiações. Gozam de uma felicidade inalterável por não estarem sujeitos nem às necessidades, nem às variações e transformações da vida material.

Bons Espiritos: Predominância do Espírito sobre a matéria; desejo do bem. Uns têm a ciência; outros, a sabedoria e a bondade. Os mais adiantados reúnem o saber às qualidades morais. Não estando ainda completamente desmaterializados, conservam mais ou menos, de acordo com sua categoria, os traços da existência corporal, tanto na forma da linguagem quanto nos costumes, entre os quais se identificam algumas de suas manias. O amor que os une é uma fonte de felicidade indescritível que não é alterada pela inveja, pelo remorso, nem por nenhuma das más paixões que fazem o tormento dos Espíritos imperfeitos.

Espiritos Imperfeitos: Predominância da matéria sobre o Espírito. Propensão ao mal. Ignorância, orgulho, egoísmo e todas as más paixões que são suas consequências. Seus conhecimentos sobre as coisas do mundo espírita são limitados e o pouco que sabem se confunde com as idéias e os preconceitos da vida corporal. Eles vêem a felicidade dos bons e isso é, para eles, um tormento incessante, porque sentem todas as agonias que originam a inveja e o ciúme. Sofrem, verdadeiramente, pelos males que suportaram em vida e pelos que fizeram os outros sofrer. E como sofrem por longo tempo, acreditam que irão sofrer para sempre.

só

2008-09-05T14:11:00.000-07:00

Não fui, na infância, como os outros
e nunca vi como outros viam.
Minhas paixões eu não podia
tirar de fonte igual à deles;
e era outra a origem da tristeza,
e era outro o canto, que acordava
o coração para a alegria.
Tudo o que amei, amei sozinho.
Assim, na minha infância, na alba
da tormentosa vida, ergueu-se,
no bem, no mal, de cada abismo,
a encadear-me, o meu mistério.
Veio dos rios, veio da fonte,
da rubra escarpa da montanha,
do sol, que todo me envolvia
em outonais clarões dourados;
e dos relâmpagos vermelhos
que o céu inteiro incendiavam;
e do trovão, da tempestade,
daquela nuvem que se alterava,
só, no amplo azul do céu puríssimo,
como um demônio, ante meus olhos

allan poe

doth i protest too much

2008-08-29T04:40:00.000-07:00

I'm not threatened, by every pair of legs you watch go by I don't cringe when you stare at women, it's just a thing called guy I don't notice your side ways glances or where your loyalty lies I'm secure and out of me, it's hard to get a rise I'm not jealous I don't get moved by much I'm not enraged Not insecure as such Not going insane Rational stays in touch Doth I protest too much? I'm not tortured by how oft your busy, Cause I've got things to do I'm not disappointed about how you don't miss you me, cause I don't need you to I'm not needy I don't get clingy much I'm not scared I'm not afraid as such I'm not dependent Rock solid, stays in touch And Doth I protest too much? So much energy to prove to you Who I can't possibly be So much energy to prove to you I'm not who you hate for me to be I'm not saddened And I don't miss you Cause I have moved on too I'm not concerned about your new lover Cause I have a new lover too I'm not depressed I don't get down that much I'm not despondent I am not dark as such I'm never sad Keep Chin Up, Stays in touch And Doth I protest too much? I'm not jealous I don't get moved by much I'm not enraged Not insecure as such Not going insane Rational stays in touch And Doth I protest too much?

periodo nocturno de alomorfia

2008-08-20T07:04:00.000-07:00

uma noite em branco
uma noite que me clarificou como eu nunca tinha conseguido à luz do dia
uma noite de reciclagem de ideias e objectivos
uma noite de alomorfia total
novo caminho esboçado

beautifull

2008-08-19T10:51:00.000-07:00

You think I'd leave your side baby?

You know me better than that

You think I'd leave down when your down on your knees?

I wouldn't do that

I'll do you right when your wrong

If only you could see into me

When your cold I'll be there to hold you tight to me

When your on the outside baby and you can't get in

I will show you

Your so much better than you know

When your lost

When your alone and you can't get back again

I will find you

I'll bring you home

If you want to cry

I am here to dry your eyes

In no time you'll be fine

You think I'd leave your side baby?

You know me better than that

You think I'd leave you down when your down on your kness

I wouldn't do that

I'll do you right when your wrong

If only you could see into me

When your cold I'll be there to hold you tight to me

When your alone

I'l be there by your side baby

bored

2008-08-19T10:07:00.001-07:00

I'm bored with all the lies you're tellin' me
I'm bored with all this negativity
you try
turn everything around on me
I'm boredTime has passed
I've paid my dues
these wounds have finally healed
But I survived
I've learned my lessons
I'm finally free
I'm bored with all the lies you're tellin' me
I'm bored with all these fights
I can not sleep
you try
I'm always somehow the bad guy
I'm bored
Time has passed
I've paid my dues
these wounds have finally healed
But I survived
I've learned my lessons
I'm finally free
I have survived
The rules that you live by
Betrayal by false friends
I've paid my dues
I've lived with you for many long wasted years
The rules that you live by
Called on by friendsIgnorance is bliss
blinded by it
burned once again
The rules that you live by
Betrayal by false friends
I've paid my dues
I lived with you for many wasted long years
Betrayed by false friends time and time again
You wash your hands
you quit us man
burned once again
I have survived

until then

2008-08-19T10:04:00.001-07:00

Im sorry about the sun
How could I know that youd burn?
And Im sorry about the moon
How could I know that youd disapproved
Ill never make the same mistake
The next time I create the universe
Ill make sure we communicate at length
But until then...better of dead
A smile on the lips and a hole in the head
Better of dead
yeah better than this
Better of dead
yeah better than this
Take it away cuz theres nothing to miss
Im sorry about the world
How could I know youd take it so bad?
And Ill never make the same mistake
The next time I create the universe
Ill make sure you participate
But until then...Better of dead
yeah better of dead
Why dont you try pushing daisies instead
And Ill never make the same mistake
The next time I create the universe
Ill make sure we communicate
Just in case

sin

2008-08-19T06:11:00.000-07:00

You give me the reason You give me control I gave you my purity My purity you stole Did you think I wouldn't recognize This compromise Am I just too stupid to realize Stale incense Old sweat And lies lies lies It comes down to this Your kiss Your fist And your strain It get's under my skin Within Take in the extent of my sin You give me the anger You give me the nerve Carry out my sentence While I get what I deserve. I'm just an effigy to be disgraced To be defaced Your need for me has been replaced And if I can't have everything Well then just give me a taste It comes down to this Your kiss Your fist And your strain It get's under my skin Within Take in the extent of my sin You give me the reason You give me control I gave you my purity My purity you stole Did you think I wouldn't recognize This compromise Am I just too stupid to realize Stale incense Old sweat And lies lies lies It comes down to this Your kiss Your fist And your strainIt get's under my skin Within Take in well my sin

no more words

in the edge

2008-08-16T15:47:00.001-07:00

now...better... lately

2008-08-16T15:47:00.000-07:00

fellings

some...

2008-08-16T15:41:00.000-07:00

music for this days, weeks, months

2008-08-13T06:18:00.001-07:00

read the lyrics...

Don't think (Stay)

Drink your wine (Home)

Watch the fire burn (Be)

His problems not mine (Safe)

18 minutos e tal intensos

no direction

2008-08-13T05:54:00.000-07:00

that's the way my life goes...

in (fucked) love

2008-08-08T07:44:00.000-07:00

love is poison..

why cant i get what i want?

it feels miserable...

how i feel today

2008-08-08T07:38:00.000-07:00

not drunk... only for bad thought and feeling

empty

to my grandma

2008-08-08T07:12:00.000-07:00

I carry the things that remind me of you

In loving memory of

The one that was so true

Your were as kind as you could be

And even though you're gone

You still mean the world to me

miss you...

AFINAL TER O CANUDO NA MÃO NÃO VALE TOSTÃO

2008-08-07T08:16:00.000-07:00

2008-08-07T08:03:00.000-07:00

HEAR IT!

we live in a terrible lie

2008-08-07T07:58:00.000-07:00

hey God

i really don't know what you mean

seems like salvation come only in our dreams

i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme

can this world really be as sad as it seems?

terrible lie

dicotomia: bitch or beach? VS my life; holidays, loneliness

2008-08-05T05:56:00.000-07:00